A lot of people complain about the night, and how lonely they feel inside their bed. But that’s not how it works for me. I notice I’m lonely at 9 am. When the sun wakes me up and everything is silent around me. I notice I’m lonely at 1 pm. When I walk down the street knowing I have no one to go visit. I notice I’m lonely at 3 pm. When I draw on my yellow paper knowing there’s no one to say “This drawing is from me to you. I think about you a lot. ” I notice I’m lonely at 6 pm. When I look in the mirror and my body is untouched. There’s no sign of someone else living, touching, breathing my body. It makes me sad thinking how much love I’m willing to give and it’s all going wasted because after all, maybe some people aren’t meant to be with someone.
Lindsay Lohan photographed by Alex Sainsbury for the September/October 2014 issue of Wonderland Magazine.
this happy goat is making me feel so happy about everything
you were like the summer; barely anyone appreciated you while you were here, but the second you were gone, all they did was miss you.
It’s over. I will always speak to you. And I don’t mind if you don’t say anything. Just because you went away, it doesn’t mean you’re not here anymore. Perhaps all I ever needed was this gift. (Womb, 2010)